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Autumnolent
A curtain of hazy attitude colors the axis, heavy breathers appear, sweaters and leaves demand coloratura, the hourglass men arrive to change your sand, which reminds me, I promised myself a new pair of yellow galoshes from Central Square where the redressed windows make of us what they can before the contractually obligated snow is delivered by the moving vans that seem to grow like dandelions this time of year. This time of year? Do I smell a parade? Already the yearning to keep my own counsel and steal my neighbor’s newspaper and stain their door with the last tomatoes. So—before I ossify let’s walk.
Let’s sally. Isn’t that why we made a home—to have a place to leave?
Let’s paint this town gray. * It’s
Hard to Imagine That Nothing At All Could Be So Exciting We arrived and it
wasn’t so bad. Really not at all
troubling, the way you sometimes hear. The anthems were
fish out of water. The sweaters
never grew past our chins. On the bus tour
we discovered that much of the material came from the
stage fright years, uninhabitable to mere
stationary cyclists, but: home is
home. My cube was
tidy. I kept swordtails and
guppies. The rain gutters
were made of brass. True, the operas
suffered from the failure of the inevitable to embody the
fullness of the uncertain. But a man named Zhu
sold us applesauce doughnuts. Books were made
from paper. Past all reason was cool. Then the ice cream trucks with silver
megaphones appeared. They said we’d have to
leave. Emails went sosumi. Officious letters
filled my tin box. They pinned
notices to telephone
poles. They told us the plots to the movies we
were waiting in line to see. They said we’d
have to leave. Plus they said, the
joke’s on you—this isn’t bliss or cloud
nine. No, this isn’t heaven above or shades
below. We’ve no idea who you are or what you’re
doing here—are you eponymous? One of us nodded
as another shook. Well, finish your
business, they said, and get on your
way. I was sad. We had almost learned enough
Chinese to order muffins. I paid my parking
tickets. I left my flower horns in
the bathtub with enough food to kill them. ** Peter
Jay Shippy is the author of Thieves Latin
(UIowa Press). He has new work
appearing in The American Poetry Review, The Antioch Review and The Colorado
Review. Links to his poems can be found
at www.peterjayshippy.com. Archived at http://lit.konundrum.com/poetry/shippyp_poems.htm |